Goodbye Matadors, Hello life?

There have been a few changes in my life lately. No job, more time with Emily... but the biggest of these is a renewed, lasting happiness. Even though John and I have experienced a lot of changes, things are much better than they used to be. I will be trying to understand all this newness in a new blog Brown Study. I am hoping to understand things better here and get input from my friends. I read the last post (which I realize what a long long time ago) and I see the lack of excitement and happiness I thought I was feeling. To me, rereading it, seems like it was full of anxiety and worry. I am through with those emotions. It is time to experience joy and peace. That is my new goal. If you want to know how I go about reaching my goal, that is what the other blog is about. If that sounds terrible (which is totally fine!!) then all the regular stuff will be here with pictures of my adorable daughter!